We
have to haul our own garbage from the farm, so about once a month, we carry it
to the well-organized landfill in Orofino. They have to pay tonnage to have the
refuse trucked away and so they remove anything that might be salvaged or
disposed of in another, less costly manner. They even have a “thrift store” of
sorts – “Clearmart.”
During
our last visit to the landfill, I spied this plywood lumberjack. I'm not sure if this is the
lumberjack that was affixed to a service station in Orofino. At
any rate, years ago someone cut and painted him and he stood in the weather somewhere.
The attendant said she didn’t know anything about it and seemed baffled that I
would take pictures.
So
it’s come to this, I thought to myself. Something that was once new and shiny
has weathered and we don’t want it. We’re trying to get rid of it, and even
that is difficult.
I’ve
had to adjust my concept with regard to the impact of passing time. I recognize
that my grandmother’s and mother’s things are valuable because of they are old,
but it’s harder for me to accept as vintage the eras through which I have
lived.
For
instance, I donated a decorative cut glass bowl to the rummage sale last spring.
Several hours into the sale, it was still there and I discovered that someone
had priced it at $7.50.
“$7.50,”
I exclaimed. “This was a wedding gift, one of those gift items available at a
discount store.”
“Tell
me,” said another worker, “what year were you married? Whisper it to me.”
So
I whispered “1975.”
“Well,
it was a long time ago,” she said.
Really?!
Hmmmm.
Today
I did another big clean out. The stuff wasn’t mine. It belonged to a little
girl who came to live with us, grew up, went away, got married. Somehow her
little girl stuff stayed in the drawers, and when we moved, she still didn’t
want to part with it. Her bedroom suite, which was mine before it was hers,
came with us to the modular home, stuff and all, and there it stayed. But
something has to happen because time doesn’t stand still and life has to be
lived in the now. This furniture that met the needs of young girls now needs to
serve a grandmother – or move on.
The
challenge is to convert this room into a sewing studio / guest room. Obviously I need
shelves and drawer space, but are these the right shelves and the right drawers?
We have been considering the options, but no matter what we decide, the drawers
had to be cleaned out, and today was the day.
I
started at Walmart where I bought storage containers. It’s interesting how they
size those bins – 8 quart, 28 quart, 50 quart. How do I know how many quarts of
stuff I have? I chose two 50-quart containers but wisely put one back and added
a couple of smaller ones for certain collections. That worked well.
It
was an afternoon’s labor of love, a trip down a memory lane in which I was a
participant, an observer, an influence. But the memories themselves – some
happy, some bittersweet – belong to that little girl who grew up. KW